As I got older and started making my own decisions, one thing remained consistent...if there were a choice of two paths, one being the easy way and one being the hardest road possible...hands down, i would always end up saying,
"let me take the hard road, please."🤣🤫

All this looking ahead, had me missing the present moment.
I was missing the magic of all that was right, because i had my eyes on something else.

I think we get so caught up and focused on needing to know the why's and how's and stay caught in the rhythmic momentum of our lives that we forget what it feels like to explore and play in places that are old, but now new....familiar yet, unknown.

Great changes don't happen over night, but they sure as hell happen when you fan the desire, create momentum and have solid accountability surrounding you...sharing, guiding and helping you clear the way.

And i thought about the summer, and the ocean. And i felt a flicker, it was really quick, like butterflies in my belly, just for a quick moment. Then heard the whisper of we gotta get the fuck outta here.

I feel like sometimes life gets so busy that we forget to remember the joy of simple curiosity. In the hustle and bustle, we forget what it feels like to see ordinary things through new eyes.

How do you feel happy when it feels like things are falling apart or maybe its better to say, you're struggling to hold it all together...

It took me right back to 20 years ago, when i was curled up on a therapists couch, crippled by panic attacks and anxiety and i thought...imagine if you could go sit beside that terrified girl in your leather pants with your arm around her and say....

I began to think about dreams. And how things can come full circle.  And how sometimes on the journey we forget to dream or how sometimes we forget to see that dreams have been realized when we are in the grind.

I remember a time not long ago where it felt like I was always cancelling plans or the things I wanted to do, because someone in my house or everyone in my house, didn’t want to join me.